oh stop it – for goodness sake, stop it! yes you! the one who is typing – slowly, I may add, since you did a typing test a few minutes ago as your last escape into procrastination!
just stop it – stop what you know is hurting you deep down into the very core of you! stop it – get real – you are hiding away from things, using everything in your life as a reason for not moving forward! you are exhausting yourself over absolutely nothing at all – and who does this serve?
certainly not you! it’s time. Alibumps, to get onto the whirlwind ride that is life, hang onto it with both hands and probably both feet two – stop playing safe in the doldrums – because for sure the doldrums is not where you want to see out this lifetime – what a terrible waste it would be, to have spent so much time learning things, yearning to share them, and then just…nothing ….seriously – I thought you were better than that! I KNOW you are better than that – see…as you are typing you are claiming back the glory that is your birthright – your hands are heating up to remind you that energy flows through you from the Cleverness up there – all that heat is for your healing – and for the healing of others – so get to it – NO FUNKING EXCUSES ANY MORE!!
go – be that glorious person – go – be – do ….all that is necessary for that feeling of fulfilment …go! I don’t want to see you back here again until you’ve achieved one thing
I challenge you – make the shopping list, make the bucket list, research the work options, do the paperwork that is outstanding – GO!!! GET OUT OF HERE NOW! THIS IS NOT YOUR MOTHER INSTRUCTING YOU – THIS IS YOUR HIGHER SELF WHO CANNOT GET DOWN THERE TO SHAKE YOU AND WAKE YOU – BUT CAN USE THOSE BEAUTIUL HANDS OF YOURS TO GET THROUGH TO YOU USING THIS MEDIUM! GO – GET OUT OF HERE NOW AND COME BACK AS SOON AS YOU FEEL SATISFIED THAT YOU’VE DONE SOMETHING TO IMPROVE YOUR MOOD ….GO!
BTW – I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH ….DEEPLY DEEPLY DEEPLY …….YOU ARE AWESOME …I LOVE YOU